Hi im so sorry for not being active at all on here. but as i have said earlier. My depression isn't getting better... i can't get them silent for a single day! all i can think of is memories from childhood, worries, panics, every little single moment with a old friend now enemy... god i wish they could just shut up for once at least! it have gone worse too since the start with help came into the picture. Before so was it just my brain randomly some days coming with memories and some bad words here and there. i called myself bad things. then now... i have another voice. i can't recall hearing the voice from someone before and it is horrible... it's like all the bullies have came into one body and it is that black thing... well at least the box is warm to be in.
but now. saw on the last journal that 99 people had seen it. is it all one person reading it all over again? or are there so many people there? well.... Hi on you all! i hope you have a great day. Don't forget to take your medicine, take a shower, eat something, and get some exercise. a walk around your house is enough for a little exercise. Take care! and be safe!
btw didn't know that being really really ghost white (not being outside so much and can't get a real sunburn. tomato skin!) can help you cover the scars O_O realized it yesterday when was just getting some old skin off. well have a great day!
remember to keep the smile up! and it's always a day tomorrow. don't stress over everything!