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Read the thing below please... vv by malin98
Read the thing below please... vv
Okay so i have been thinking if i should have shared this or not but here goes nothing:

The past month have a lot of shit happened. i have done really bad things and will be gone now until i feel better because i want to commit suicide to be honest. I shouldn't share this at all but eh.

It all started actually for years ago but it always was laying behind and not long ago a trigger object made me walk into the wall. i can't think straight. i can't focus. im slow. i hurt myself. i tell myself bad things and can't stop even though how much i try. and now... i eat pills to be happy. my life is destroyed i hate the pills. i wear a happy mask every time i leave my room even though i want to kill myself. but i won't do that... i can't leave my family or friend.... not yet.

i just wanted to say that. and i will be gone for a while until life gets lighter again. i have started loose hobby's i loved to do. such as drawing but still does it sometime now and then.

i really wish i was laying about this... i am getting help professionals and doctors and everything that can help so there is actually nothing to worry about. i will be back the question is just: ...when?

im sorry for the depressing pic but it's a summary of what have happen lately.

i will probably delete this later idk
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A little of everything that the mood wanted to draw



I'm not seeking for attention with the gun and blood that is just my way to get the thoughts out of my head and be calmer when i don't want to make friends sad. It's not really helping as much but eh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  wanted to draw it on comp and it accidentally came in the pic


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I'm really sorry that it's taking a long time before a new page is up. It's just that i have been in a depression lately and done things that's not good. I haven't got the time or been to deep in the cave to draw. School is pure torture lately and have had problems to keep up with the curves and here home have i heard over by mam that she is having bad thoughts... I will probably take a little break until i can handle my brain. Which might take a time.

I'm sorry....
  • Mood: Lonely
TBS -Pg 94 by malin98
TBS -Pg 94
Im really sorry that this one took ages to get out. I have had it hard to follow life and it dragged on the time drawing this.

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Malin
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Hello~

Here is a swedish girl and also a little british blood in all this swea~

Sports always been a fav thing to do and try new things in it :3 Not doing so many on the spare time though..

Loves cooolaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! gonna marry that shit~ <3
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I'm really sorry that it's taking a long time before a new page is up. It's just that i have been in a depression lately and done things that's not good. I haven't got the time or been to deep in the cave to draw. School is pure torture lately and have had problems to keep up with the curves and here home have i heard over by mam that she is having bad thoughts... I will probably take a little break until i can handle my brain. Which might take a time.

I'm sorry....
  • Mood: Lonely

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:iconmyemeraldtears:
MyEmeraldTears Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
dude omg come alive plz i'm here i swear <3 
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malin98 Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015
come alive?? what do you mean?? O_O
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MyEmeraldTears Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
i died remember ;~; 
but i'm back hi ;~~~;
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malin98 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2015
ooohhh well hi! hug welcome back to life!
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12Renagadeofmetal Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014
Thanks for the Faves :D
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malin98 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014
you're realllyyyy welcome~ :D
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You got huggedHug


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5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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malin98 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2014
huuuug!! :hug:
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i likes hugs. :tighthug:
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